Hey my name is ashli, I'm the same as you, I'm 17 and I have a orentation with my doctors on jul 1st and I'm scared out my mind. Lol. I play volley-ball and basket-ball.I've them all my life and I still can't believe that I 'm as skinney as I want to be. I'm trying to lose weight because its my senior yr and I got an voley-ball scholarship offer and I can't afford to lose it. My advice to you is to be true to yourself and don't give up. My mom always tells me "All good things go to those who wait" and I've waited for a long time and now its my time to shine.. lol.. I hope everything works out for you as much as I pray that it works for me