lolonanilife

I have always been fluffy..I guess you could say I was raised as an emotional eater and things got worse after my dad died when I was 12. My mother is European and her food is like heaven haha.

I went up and down with my weight all my life depending on the stress-ors. I had two bad marriages but got three wonderful kids. I was also in a trauma accident in 2007 where I crushed both my femurs, knees, right tib/fib and right ankle and foot. So if I wasn't lazy before when it came to exercise I really am now! I was laid up for a year and lost a lot of weight but as soon as i could walk again I was walking to the fridge ...SO needless to say I gained about 100 lbs since my accident. Now I wish I could exercise but I hurt so bad from all the rods and pins and I'm even heavier..so what do I do??? I get depressed and eat ..vicious circle... My primary doc has been my doc since I was in like 19. So he has been watching me and all my ups and downs and he refereed me to get this done because now I am having blood pressure and swelling problems and cardiac disease and diabetes runs in my family.

SO along with that I'm hitting 40 THIS YEAR and I need to gain control of me and my health for me and my kids.