hang in there, rem if your body is changing we some times see things even darker, this feeling will pass, so eat carrots instead of cherios, and try to spend some time out side,,, in sun rain or slow its better than inside 24-7.
I am waiting to be bandedn and they sent me to do a swallow test and now it is lost- so i have to wait till tuesday when Dr will return, i thought by Oct 4th Id be on my way and here were going into nov. when the nurse said couldnt find what I needed I laughed, might as well as be silly when you cant change something, so and get you some funny movies whatever, a joke book- watch fluffy the comedian. angel somebody i forget, but rem you are a beautiful person and you must love you!