I'm totally freaking out too! My surgery is scheduled for Dec. 9th and I so scared. This is the first surgery I will have ever had. I'm scared of the anesthesia, that something will go wrong with my procedure, or that I will have a post-op complication. I've had a rough year and I'm afraid that something will go wrong with my surgery. I feel like that would be the only way to finish out what has been a super sucky year. I am superstitious and I'm afraid that I won't wake up from my surgery. I know that I'm being absolutely childish, but I'm so nervous. I keep thinking that if I croaked out duiring my surgery that I will ruin my family's Christmas.....ugh! I want the surgery to be over with so bad.