Hello all,
I am glad I found this support group and wish I would have done so sooner. I am coming the the end of a very long road for me which actually just starts at another long road really.
It has taken me 14 months to get my surgery date. With seeing a dietician, psychologist, cardiologist and getting all the lab and tests done (thankfully I work at a hospital so I was able to get a lot of the radiology and cardio work done there). It is finally here. I start my liquid diet on Monday and then a week from that, the surgery.
I have already committed myself to living healthier. I get up at 5:00 am and hit the gym before heading work at least 3 days week. I am ready to make this happen. But I will admit to being nervous. I have never been put under before and that freaks me out a bit.
So far I have lost 35 lbs already and I am thinking of the lap band as the tool to get me to my goal.
The lap band was never about vanity to me. I never had a issue being the "big guy" and was always somewhat healthy despite my weight. Well that was all good until 2005 and I was diagnosed with Diabetes. That was my wake up call. Being in my 30's and having to be put in multiple medications and a injectable wasn't sitting right with me. Being the youngest guy in my "Living with Diabetes" classes. I knew something had to change.
I have always been a foodie. I love good food. Who doesn't. So knowing that this disease is taking away something I love pisses me off but it is what it is. I just want to be healthy, I just want to not be on so many meds. I just want to be able to buy clothes where ever I want and not just at the "Big Guy" stores.
So tonight. My last Saturday night of my former self. I will eat, drink and be merry. I will have a steak, have my scotch and be done with it for a while. Monday starts my new chapter.
Thanks for reading.