I remember feeling the same way even though I have had other outpatient surgeries. This time it just seemed different. I realize now that I knew I was changing my life forever. I'm 6 weeks post-op and do not regret my choice. I have reduced the number of daily medications from 8 to 3 - most importantly, I'm taking 20 units of insulin when it used to be over 70 units. I am in control of my diabetes for the first time in a year. I hope by the end of the year that I will no longer be on any medication for blood pressure, diabetes, and cholesterol.
I am truly blessed.
Good luck!!!