NervousN19

I am due to have the vertical sleeve done sometimes in June, I have been reading some of the blogs on here and I'm really worried now. I thought the sleeve would be less invasive than a Gastro-bypass but more effective than a lap-band, for me at least. Not to mention that i cant stand the thought of having that port thing under my skin. But now i have some other worries, i know that its a surgery and that they are going to have to cut me but Im afraid to be put to sleep while undergoing it, and also i read that i will have to be on a liquid diet for a few weeks after, and i am worried that my will power will fail and ill do something terrible to my stomach. How am i going to do this?