I was filled 2 years ago, and I've lost 95 lbs. I know why, I'm not eating right. I'm not eating right because I'm scared to try new foods. I'm scared to try new foods because I have problems with pretty much everything. I am able to eat overcooked Pasta (I like on mac and cheese), Soup, crunch things like crackers and chips, rare beef if I have ranch dressing to douse it in and it's ground up, and the occasional sandwhich if I drink something with each bite to really soften it.
So the reasons I want to get it removed:
- everytime I've tried to go for a fill, I've found out I broke some stitches and I've had to have it fixed. If I don't get it taken out, I have to go for a third surgery to get it fixed.
- I have a lot of trouble eating good foods like apples or oranges and I eat my safe foods cause I'm a recently graduated student who can't afford to buy groceries I may not be able to eat and will therefore have to throw out. I can't afford the money for that.
- I'm getting ready to move to Chicago and I will be off my parents insurance. I don't want to get there, get a job, and have the insurance not cover any of the fills and possible surgeries I may have to have. That would be bad.
- I want to try and do this on my own, finally.
-On a less healthy note, I'm moving to chicago, not being able to eat a Chicago style pizza now and again would be a travesty.
Your thoughts?