SecretBeauty

Where to begin? Let's see... I am 25 yrs old. Happily Married. Have 2 Furr Kids. I have been overweight for as long as I can remember. I do not remember Onederland. I Essentially flew right through it. The smallest weight I can remember was 202 lbs. Since then it has been an upward climb. Today April 6th, 2011 I weigh 263.4 lbs. I have a BMI of 41.2. I just need help. I am willing and ready to adapt to the band.

Not to long ago I thought I had given up. I thought that I would always be "big" and that I would just not be able to ever know what it is like to be at a normal weight. Diet after Diet, I threw in the towel..... Until I saw my friend Tanya. I hadn't seen Tanya for about 4 months and when I finally recognized who she was, I was... amazed. She looked incredible. Her body was much smaller, even her face was more defined... more importantly you could tell she was happier. We got to talking and she told me about how her health has improved, she has lost 70 lbs total and has regained her life-- all thanks to Lap Band. I also learned that there are other people at our workplace that had it done as well. Asking around I located them all and they all were having great success. They gave me suggestions of Doctors and I've been researching ever since. I have a Seminar with the Doctor I would like to have for the procedure on Monday April 11th. Its my turn!

I will keep updating as I continue into... what I woud like to call... My new life. I have many things I cannot physically do. Places I do not fit. Rides I cannot ride. Places I am uncomfortable to be (even when I love the place i.e. Beaches). Im tired of feeling dissatisfied in life. I want to be the Woman I was meant to be and Live! Somewhere under all this is a Secret Beauty waiting to life life to the fullest.... This is just the beginning.

Lets get started!