bear bailey

j hi, i'm bear bailey....i am just deciding i want this surgery done... i don/t know the 1st thing about itt except that i need it desperayely. i'm a type 2 diabetic and the complications are starting to pile up rapidly. everyone seems to think i sit around eating bon bons, ice cream and drink regular soda all day. NO I DON'T!!!!!!! but i do have emotional eating at night.....not bad, but it's there. it's from stress, anxiety, anger and indecision about my llife. but probably self image is strongest. i used to be pretty and sexy and funny....now i5 weigh nearly 200 pounds and feel like nothing.. now that the law has changed and people weighing as little as 30 pounds over who are diabetic can have the, surgery, i feel like there is hope. if i could get this off by myself i would have. i'm losing my eyesight because of the diabetes. i don't want to end up blind, so, i just need to know where to start. any helpers out there?

hi, i'm bear bailey....i am just deciding i want this surgery done... i don/t know the 1st thing about itt except that i need it desperayely. i'm a type 2 diabetic and the complications are starting to pile up rapidly. everyone seems to think i sit around eating bon bons, ice cream and drink regular soda all day. NO I DON'T!!!!!!! but i do have emotional eating at night.....not bad, but it's there. it's from stress, anxiety, anger and indecision about my llife. but probably self image is strongest. i used to be pretty and sexy and funny....now i weigh nearly 200 pounds and feel like nothing.. now that the law has changed and people weighing as little as 30 pounds over who are diabetic can have the, surgery, i feel like there is hope. if i could get this off by myself i would have. i'm losing my eyesight because of the diabetes. i don't want to end up blind, so, i just need to know where to start. any helpers out there?