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Juli you are jack of all trades.

BODYBUGG :: HOW IT WORKS

I listen to my daughter's Hannah Montana and High School Musical cds in my car all the time....when she is not in the car with me.

I feel like someone who ate too much shit last night. Barf. I just do the gym, running, cardio machines, kickboxing class. Whatever I feel like doing that day.

So what is a PB?

hanks for posting my picture on that one Juli lol.

I feel like a fat lard. Ugh. I want no candy ever again for the rest of my life.

Jacqui, The goal weight I picked is the highest normal BMI I could choose. Why? Because I want to be a normal BMI. Why the top of the normal range? Because I have been heavy my whole life. I have no idea what it feels like to be smaller than a size 14. As many times as I have failed on diets in my life it is hard for me to wrap my mind around this band working for me. Hell everything worked for me for awhile. So I figured if I set my goal higher it will be easier to achieve. At 278 it was hard to ever believe that I could get down to 155, even though that is what I had chosen for my goal. And to be prefectly honest with you it was more of a cosmetic goal...I just wanted it to be lower on my ticker in my signature lol. When I started this journey I really did not even think I could get below 200. So for me I think a lot has to do with what I expect to achieve from all of my previous experiences. If you have never been thin it is really hard to imaging yourself at a low weight. It seems downright impossible. I am only 27 and it is hard for me to envision, I can't image how much more difficult it would be if I was 10 or 20 years older. Anyhow I don't know if that helps at all but it is just my experience with the whole thing.

Have I mentioned today that I fucking HATE inventory time? Because I do HATE. INVENTORY. TIME.

I could have Korrine come beat her ass lol.

Congrats!!!!!!!

For the love of god can someone please explain to me how in the fuck I can spend 12 hours run a mock inventory on Saturday just to cycle count about 230 of our 2500 items jsut to find a variance of over $5,000? This is just 4 days ago people. Granted this is a 2.5 million dollar inventory but still....How in the fuck do you already mess my shit up. Grrrrrrrrr. 4 days. 4 days. 4 days.

Yes I was on huge plateau of more than a month. The BB really jump started my weight loss again.

Yes Stef you can play too. And congrats on the bike. I am positively GREEN with jealousy. I am excited for you though. I hope everyone has a grand old day. HP sorry about your troubles at work. Hope they get better.

Yuck Juli that is right up there with cleaning up after my 4 year old puking up fish and chips and chocolate milk. D that Reese's cup is 125 calories of fattnig crap. Of course you don't want to eat it. Yeah I can't lie it does sound good. I would have to throw it away. Speaking of Reese's yesterday DH bought this whipped reeses candy bar. It was like a three muskateers bar but with whipped reese's beanut butter in the middle. Lower in fat than a cup but not as tasty. I would be a total wall licker in Reese's hell

I think the pumpkin seeds I am cooking up have enough salt on them to kill a man.

I totally missed the food post Juli. Ew. Total ew. You actually bought and cooked and fucking at liver? WTF is wrong with you? I thin kI jsut threw up in my mouth a little bit.

Yeah B!!!!!!!!!!

Sherry as of yesterday I had lost 4 pounds since last Thursday when I got mine. I have had like a 2000 calorie deficit daily. I am working on trying to eat more lol.

Have I mentioned today how much I love Herbie?

Thanks Tracy! I have been avoiding the candy like the plague. I have not bought any, nor do i plan to. I know I would eat it all. You are going to get threre too! I always said that I would be perfectly happy if I just got down to a normal size. Like a 14 or whatever. Well folks I am in a very comfortable 14 and it definitely is not small enough lol. I always thought I just had big bones....yeah not so much. I guess I just always had a big ass and a big fat belly.

Awesome J! B I hope you day is better today. Stef- Awesome job on the running. You rock! I vote ZZ for coordinator of the biker bitches secret santa. As for me today will hopefully be a better day. I am just so torn about this job thing. Other than the three witches Macbeth and the fact that I am not full time I really like my job. But the offer I got is one that I would be a fool to refuse. I think my problem is that I know I would not like the job. I would just be taking it for the fact that it is full time and the pay and benefits are great. But I don't want to be miserable and doing a job I hate. UGH. This blows.

I have had some problems recently too. That was why I bought the bugg. It helps with the eating and exercise. Seriously it would ahve been worth the $400 investement if I had to pay that much. They were not bad, but not over the top fabulous. They taste like any other protien bar. But I like most protien bars so they were good to me.

Everyone else was swearing and I wanted to swear too... It just seems like I had big meals when really I did not.

And you both are going to get there.