babygrl1234

Okay I said I would post the work thing so here is a cross post from another thread. I cannot stand one more minute of the C U Next TuesdayS that I work with. One woman in particular is making me miserable. I feel like I am in a hostile environment. Who am I kidding? I am in one. I dread going to work every single day. My boss is great and I love my job but this woman is a miserable excuse for a human being. I requested today that I get my shift switched. I loathe working afternoons but just being away from this lady would be worth it. Eventually she is going to shoot herself in the foot but I just cannot deal with it anymore. I can't wait for that to happen. I am having freaking anxiety attacks just worrying about what my day is going to be like. I am a tough girl but the constant bitching and blatant rudeness and shit talking 5 feet away from me has got to stop. I know talking to my boss is just going to make it worse. Crotchface (that's my name for miserable lady) is going to get written up and I know it is just going to make things worse. She needs to be fired and be gone. She has turned everyone against me. I come to work and do a good job and really "get" what I am doing. The other women (there are 7 of us) in my department just don't get it. It is not my fault I was born with common sense and a decent brain. It is also not my fault that I have only been there a little over a year and I can run circles around all of them. I don't gloat, I don't throw things in their faces. I try to help and if I say anything about a problem they are having to try and help solve it they accuse me of trying to act like their boss. I have gotten to the point where I don't even voice my opinion anymore because I don't want to deal with the backlash. These are 50 year old women I am dealing with, but they act like they are in junior high. I should not be having damn panic attacks because I have to go to work. I am just thinking about work and I want to throw up. I have never been treated this way and I don't know how to handle it. I need a friggin cigarette and i don't smoke anymore. At least I am too sick to my stomach to eat. I have been thinking about it but I just want to puke. The last thing I ate was a Protein shake at like 3:30. If that is actually considered eating. The last solid food I had was at noon. That is the lowdown on my work life. It is like that everyday but today I finally broke. I managed to get out in the parking lot before I started to cry. Another co-worker from another department saw me walk out and came to my aid. Thank goodness. She made me feel a lot better but the anxiety is still here. I seriously do not know what to do.

Deanna of course you can come! We are leaving on the 22nd. It seriously cannot come quickly enough. I cannot stand one more minute of the C U Next TuesdayS that I work with. One woman in particular is making me miserable. I feel like I am in a hostile environment. Who am I kidding? I am in one. I dread going to work every single day. My boss is great and I love my job but this woman is a miserable excuse for a human being. I requested today that I get my shift switched. I loathe working afternoons but just being away from this lady would be worth it. Eventually she is going to shoot herself in the foot but I just cannot deal with it anymore. I can't wait for that to happen. I am having freaking anxiety attacks just worrying about what my day is going to be like. I am a tough girl but the constant bitching and blatant rudeness and shit talking 5 feet away from me has got to stop. I know talking to my boss is just going to make it worse. Crotchface (that's my name for miserable lady) is going to get written up and I know it is just going to make things worse. She needs to be fired and be gone. She has turned everyone against me. I come to work and do a good job and really "get" what I am doing. The other women (there are 7 of us) in my department just don't get it. It is not my fault I was born with common sense and a decent brain. It is also not my fault that I have only been there a little over a year and I can run circles around all of them. I don't gloat, I don't throw things in their faces. I try to help and if I say anything about a problem they are having to try and help solve it they accuse me of trying to act like their boss. I have gotten to the point where I don't even voice my opinion anymore because I don't want to deal with the backlash. These are 50 year old women I am dealing with, but they act like they are in junior high. I should not be having damn panic attacks because I have to go to work. I am just thinking about work and I want to throw up. I have never been treated this way and I don't know how to handle it. I need a friggin cigarette and i don't smoke anymore. At least I am too sick to my stomach to eat. I have been thinking about it but I just want to puke. The last thing I ate was a protein shake at like 3:30. If that is actually considered eating. The last solid food I had was at noon.

Yeah but that's okay. We can still go there and bitch. Sometimes comfort is nice too. I did it mostly to keep the July challenge a happy thread lol

Oh and i forgot to mention that I did 10 miles after work today. I had the WORST. DAY. EVER. The biking made me feel a bajillion times better.

Nope not here. Little baby crescent this morning =). My problem is that i work with a bunch of C U Next TuesdayS. I don't like to use that word but it is the only fitting description. When I get the energy to relive it I will put it on the bitching thread for sure.

I knew what the light was for lol. I was just being a smart ass. But hey if I am a smart ass then I need the light to be my thinking light bulb right? Yeah, yeah bad joke lol. The drinking I am not too worried about. Since I have been working out it seems wasteful to me to drink. I don't want those calories when I have been working so hard to burn them. Plus I don't want to feel like shit in the morning. It is the eating that scares me. When i camp, I snack. ALL. THE. TIME. So I just need to find a way to not do that. Maybe I will take 1000 pictures for you guys and that will keep me busy! Here is the pack we will be staying at ParkList Pentwater really is my favorite place in the world. I love camping there. Here is the link for the Bike trail park which is right near it ParkList Hoosier you can definitely do that. My first bike ride was like May21st and I could barely make it one mile. I thought I was going to die. I can do 20 now. Those goals are definitely doable Juli. You are lucky to have a girlfriend that wants to work out with you and pushes you!

Thanks Andrea! I look pretty much identical to the way I did when I was 15. Many people are surprised to find out that I am 27. I am glad the Jello worked out for you even though it was not the powder. I have had all my Water today. food wise I put myself on a full liquidish day after my horrid tummy ache from over eating last night. I have had 1/2c cottage cheese for Breakfast, jello cottage cheese for morning snack, some more cottage cheese and an Oh Yeah bar (chewed to mush) for lunch and a Protein drink for afternoon snack. I have had pretty much the worst day of my life at work so I am pretty proud of myself for not over eating. I also did 10 miles on the bike after work for therapy lol. I feel a lot better now.

What can I throw in my breadcrumbs to season them. I am way to cheap to go buy a new can of them since I still have a full one here.

I am not really sure if I am ready to draw attention to my ass yet with a flashing light. Changing times at work really is not that bad. I don't have to come in later on my stock month, I chose to so I could ride. But the first week back at 5 am did suck after coming in at 8a. 5am sucks a whole lot more in the summertime when it doesn't get dark until after 10p. I need 8 hours of sleep to function properly and I don't want to waste my day napping. So I have been popping some Lipo6x for the energy. Juli at least you are going to the gym on your non bike days. I am definitely going to get a gym membership when winter comes around. I am going camping in a few weeks and I must say I am a bit freaked out. I know I will get my exercise in but my eating is going to be difficult to keep in check. I have purposely begun to buy snacks for the kids and DH that I don't like or can't eat (Twinkies and BBQ chips lol). My eating has always been "the problem". That was why I started working out, so I did not have to be one of those 800 calorie people. I am just freaked out about not having a scale for 2 weeks, and no support from you guys for two weeks. I might have to find a library around there with a computer lol. I ma excited for the biking though. There is a bike trail at one of the state parks where I am going that is supposed to be awesome. I think it is like 30 miles or so and it should be fun. DH will be able to come with me since my parents are also going and will be able to watch the kids. Well I have my bike in the car to ride after work. If all goes well weather wise I should have my workout done before I get home from work.

Armkam you silly thing it is just the powder! I guess I should have been more specific!

Aunt Flo is here Aunt Flo is here!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited to know that the reason I pigged out today is because she's a visiting. I wouldn't want to actually have to like blame myself for it?

LOL. I just got in an 11 mile ride. And with all the bugs at the park that I rode through i think I got all my protein in for the day!

Oh Hoosier I am so jealous of your new bike! Juli you are such a rock star. You are like my bad ass biker bitch hero. Deanna, Hawaii sounds awesome. Too bad I am waaay to poor for that. Maybe Oprah will have me on her show and sponsor my trip there lol. As for work, I work in a hospital. Specifically dealing with the OR supplies. Three of us ladies rotate jobs monthly. Two of the months involve ordering and inventory counts. The third involves actually stocking the supplies to the OR. For the ordering months I have to be at 5am. The stocking month I can come in as late as 8am which is why I could ride in last month and will be able to ride in again in September. I am going to try and ride right after work though at 1:30 it is the hottest part of the day. However, after getting in a weeks worth of protein in eating bugs during my dusk ride I just finished I think I would rather deal with heat than with bugs. And for the record I just put in 11 miles =)

I was talking to my Mom about this recipe and she said her mother used to make it with lime jello and pineapple chunks.

Peaches, I love ribs. I still eat them. Only now a half rack will last me three meals.

Well PB and sliming are two terms my surgeon never used. Throwing up and extreme salivating are the terms I was given. It is possible that they know what it is but just don't know the terms we use here.

I think a good challenge for August is no daily weigh ins!!!!!!!!! Weekly minimum. Aunt Flo is a bitch and she will be on to visiting me soon enough. Can you make ice cream out of a Protein shake?

Oh I had like 6 caramel Hershey kisses today. Damn those things were good. Plus it was loaded potato soup day at work. Seriously delicious and probably seriously calorie loaded. It is a protein bar dinner tonight!

Zannie you can definitely tell the difference in the face. In the first pic I can barely see your eyes and in the second one they are sparkling! I can see a body difference too. You are beautiful and doing so awesome!

I have some sort of department store bought cheap kind of bike. Mongoose? I definitely need a "real" bike but I am going to wait on that. Money is a little tight around here so I want to make sure I still want to ride next summer before dropping the cash.

Jello flavored. Not any sort of jello consistancy what so ever.

Aww thanks =). That pic was pretty much as natural as they come, no makeup, hair tied up, no bra, pajamas. I am going to update my pics in August when it is my 6 month bandiversary. Did you get on the treadmill?

Here is my new set up lol. DH has the computer chair and the kitchen chair is just too hard on my getting bonier butt. Yep, feelin a little lazy tonight.

I heart Michigan and all of it's festivals of food. lol

Hey I figure I am starting to look so good now so more power to me for wanting to accessorize properly. I need to get some different sunglasses, mine were hurting to backs of my ears.