I totally understand. I am 2 months post op and for the first month it was horrible for me. My surgery went awesome and no complications but I missed food so bad. I thought at times I made a huge mistake. I cried a lot!!! I can say things are much better now that I am eating normal food again. 43 pounds down. I now am so happy with my choice. You will get to enjoy food again!! Just much smaller amounts;)