hey,
I understand how you feel i just recently was able to get back on my parents insurance after new laws changed and my mom said i should get lap band while i have insurance and i was so against it at first because surgeries scare me. I have only had my gall bladder removed. I been back and forth emotionally this past couple weeks then i jus feel yuck all the time tired sore and i know cuz the weight and too young to feel this way and looking at before and after pics makes me feel better and excited new cuter clothes my first apt to see about getting lap band this thurs. Just think of it as a positive thing to do for you and cuter clothes lol. I hope this helps you and good luck!