Frknmidget

I'm almost 40, I've taken care of everyone around me, my whole life, I've finally done something for me, despite friends and family's apprehension... and mine as well..

I feel good about my decision, this will benefit me and mine greatly, in ways, I have yet to see, I'm sure.

I had ulterior motives, But how can one keep something if it does not want to stay? It may not matter at all, or, it may have just opened a window, I don't want to look out of...

Will my sacrifices, be worth it, appreciated? And maybe at the end of this struggle, I may realize, that it WAS for me after all..