thanks guys. i am now on day 11 and feeling okay for two days, crappy for 1. the lethargy was killing me so i cheated--yup, it's true. but it didn't help me feel better. i think my body was just in shock going from pig-out mode to pre-op diet.
i burn about 800 calories at the gym four times a week, so an intake of under 1000 calories just wasn't cutting it. i know it's not good to go into this with the mindset that this pre-op diet is impossible, and therefore i'm not doing it, but at least when i cheated i made healthy choices--cottage cheese, grilled chicken, a bit of hummus. okay, so i totally broke down and had a pb and j, but i learned that it did not make me feel any better. mostly tums helped-- i was feeling so nauseated until i took the tums. my bmi is not that high so i can't imagine that i need to be on the exact same stuff as somebody with bmi over 50 in order to have surgery be safer.
that said, i didn't get any gratification from my cheating and i have tried to stick as close to the regimen as i could. i think it's mostly to prep us for the necessity of being strict about post-op diet. i only have a couple more days and although my scale at home is all messed up, i feel like i've lost at least 10 lbs.