tiffanylambright

Hi so I was apart of lapbandtalk.com. For some reason I cant remember my pw and I cant get them to send it through my email so I made a new account. So I was banded in Nov 2007. I went from 326 to my lowest 158. I went through a break up from with my bf of 4.5 years, moved, changed schools...just a whole big crazy mess. I also gained weight back and now I am at 200 pds again!!!! I didnt have ins for the past 2 years and I havent been able to go to the dr. I recently got back on my parents ins and monday I am going to have an upper gi bc I have no restriction. Im ashamed of myself. I want and will get back on track I just need something. I dont know what I can do....I need to lose this weight I gained.