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i pb contsantly and today i FAINTED for the forst tome in my life! fell right on th efloor and fainted, we took my bllod pressure it was crazy low, luckily my dr came over ( he does house calls on emeregencies) and unfilled me and let me drink 3 quarts of pedialyte, and my blood p[ressure went right back to normal, iw as totally degydrated an dhad been for days!!!!! I take a towel to bed with me for the PBs wich happen more at night, the low blpod pressur ewas scaruy and linked to taking a rx diurtetic, wihc oim going to cease doing, but he tried to do a slaone drip and we couldnt get a vein bevaise my dehydration had dried up all my veins, so the only other optu=ion wa sto go to hospital wich thank god i didnt have to do, my blood pressure was 54 opver 43- thats almost DEAD, dont think dehyradtion ismt veryu very very very dangerous, i just wante dto warn everybody since this was a very serious complication, i naturally have low blood pressure but systeloic( sic) at 43? thats so beyond bad. anyway i hpe someone benefits from this inforlmation KEEP HYDRATING. Im serious. gonnabe pretty much am. thanks:sick

im starting to totally feel bulemic, in fact o take a towel to bed with me, if i have a shake or a 100 calorie pudding at night it comes up and comes through my nose its gross, i ate a big cookie on the pkane yesterday and ot all came up, im restricted pretty lightly and have been really siccesful since december losing almots 50 pounds , but my portal is sticking out like a giamt wart and i keep upchucking , i dont want to be BULEMIC, its the last thing i bnargained for, but the weight loss is soooo addictive, np im not that famous by the way to the popel who are im ing me im juts an actress in hollywood who most of you have barely heard of. people keep asking me if im star jones or othe rpeople and im really no biog deal im just an average actress trying to get down to actress size. im not some uber famous tabloid person. i dont go on tv and im just not THAT famous, im well known in the community thats it. okay wellthank god thi site exists because the privacy is very important to me what little i do have i need to keep quiet, and i think thats my right! thanks gonna be almost am! banded dec 21

i know isopure shakes with skim milk are 300 cals, 1200 cals aere four shakes, i keep my fil enough so that half a shake fills me up and im down to three sa day and alot of lemon water, its mostly whey and lactic acid im ingesting, and sometimes the lactic acd ctahces up with me an dmakes me phlegmy ( yuck sorry) and i kno wtoo much mucus is really ba dfo rthe syustem, and its not like meals wich keep your digestion a little off balance, i dont know if thertes som problem with protein shakes perse but ive seen people onhere havings lim fgast and carnayion instant breakfast pure sugar. so keep that in mihnd until i got itthat i was drinkingtoo many shakes i realised why i wasnt losing i had only lost ten the first month, but hen i retsraine dthe shakes and lost 43 pounds now, getting another filltoday. cantw ait. im ready for 1.9 i hope. gonna be ps i havde to have a shakle at night biut lkast night i had lemon ate rbefore bed zand it worked

sure hol;d it against you though i fyou have a "low" bmi, the surgery that performed my banding didnt want to, they were pissed that my bmi isnt high i have a family member with a low bmi same as mine and because she aateenager they are making a stink out of giving her the band despit eputting he rthrough psych evaluations and endocronolgists and xrays to see if her stomach size would hold the band i measured her wrists and of cours eit will plus this dr has performed on 11 year olds. its not uncommon at all. the othe rdrs wouldnt even do the surgery - one- dr Phillips is a real piece of work he put me through four hours of psych and other stuiff an dthen smirkingly refused me the band, i was desperate and called themost high end dr i kno whwo happens top be a top dermotologist - he knew the people who actually mak ethe band And called them and thats how i foundmy dr who doesnt judge bmis, hes cool that way, he judges wethe ryour chunky or not, i fyou wanna model or act this other than a fantastic thyroid is the only way to go, unless youd like to be in the gym 5 hours a day every day and get yourself an eating disorder wich im not willing to do. anyway fills today, cant wait. its my third fill/ the sweet spot get s hit then i lose anothe r8 or so and the band gets loose again. anyway so im hoping just 10ccs more will be a perfect antidote to this darned 146 146 146 everyday, i need to be at 130 by april 15th, i gave my word and my career depends upon it, tho 125 would be gravy. thanks gonnabe

was real low 25. BURT i weighed 182 and am an actress in La so you can see why i HAD to get it done, ive lost 453 pounds sicnce dec 21 wich by god is a whole person but im still at 146 146 146 im so sick ofthat plateau i was plataued at 154 for weeks but had a fill and it went away, im haviunga filltoday, my fillpressnetly is only 1.75 i couldnt handle more but im going for 1.9 today. i was able to eat a binch of caviar and blinis the other night, no good, i like a too toght restriction it make sme kno wthat i cannot have kfc, no matter how bad i want it, itll just come up and thats gross. i promised my team id be 125 by april 15th looks like i might get to 130. im tall so this is very good but 125 is rockin red cafrpet amazing , and noones seen me that thin so itllbe awhole onmage and liofestyle change. im glad this topic is here somtimes if eel topo"thin" for thsi board and omn not. f**k the bmi actually i dont care how low it os, 182 was hell. thanks gonnabeskinny

was banded nd ec 21 and lost 43 pounds so far, my goal is 125, and im stuck at 146 146 146 146 day in and day out gettinga filltoday, i was stuck at 154 vor the longest time. alot of people who weight a bit more seem to lose faster, my band fill is only 1.75 but i tried 1.9 and i got sepa blockage, i keep my calories insanely low, as low as i can 100 cal jellop pudding and shakes no mor ethan 4 a day wellthats not insanely low at 1200 calories but i tend not to finsih my shakes, im scare dof vitamins and i need to be n soms becaus eof adrenal reasons and health reasons been tryingto drink my fralx seed oil and kyo green in ine shake buit i cant doit, i swear im at grrrrrrrr time i fi see 146 one more time im gonna scream, i told my people id be 125 by april 15th and dammit ill at least be 130 no matter what i have to do, thats less than a month but with areally tight fill ill get here, my exerciseing has been for crap im afraid and thusly my back is flabby, nowhere else got flabby just there. anyway im filling today. wosh me luck i really need that goal just to wro in my business. thanks gonnabeskinny

i too ate almost an entire sice the other day, thats why om going for 10ccs more. gonna be

i had taken a sonata and posted that illegible post im so so sorry! itw as waaaay badly spelled and insanely long. anyway i read some of the amounts of food eaten on here and i couldnt believe it, because my fill wont allow me to eat those amounts. i throw it up. anyway today marks FORTY pounds welll -38 - lost since dec 21. i look like a normal human= lean almost, cept im going for skinny, i only need ten more poun ds and ill be happy. banded dec 21 in los angeles starting weight 182 my daily meals consost of two shakes and whatever i want in tiny tiny amounts at night. my fill is 1.75. i need another one as this one is stretching and i think ill get 10 ccs more. sorry again about that weird sleeping pill post! Sonata is a weird pill, non narcotic buit makes you ramble and write people you barely know etc. i really must stay off the net after i take one.:clap2: gonnabe almost am.

goal, was banded ond ec 21 and was 182, am now 148, it goes slow but it goes, it was stuck at 152.8 for a week straight. im to be hon est hardly exercising. im just lettingit fall off.

i simply dont keep food of hg calorie or jjunk in the home- that way ots impossible to eat them, i have a daughter and a staff buthe stafffood is theor own problem i get up like ive done for forty years in themiddle o fthenight and openthe fridge like ive fodne at 4am for 35 years and see nithingmuch- a starwberry- a peach- yogurt-= jello 60 caloire pudding- diet coke wich i cant drink becaius ei fthe carbonation ivebeen told is bead for the band, im so restricted just a t 1.75 taht ill throw up if i have ahskae at nght- gross regurtationtoo i have to sellp woth atowel not very sexy, for these regirtiations, b ut idonthave sepa or sepa obstriuction and the scale just now said 150.8 its 630 am so if i sleep til 10 willit say 152.4 that dammed 152,4 its beed for two eeeks now or have o finally brokjen themold? bat the palteau. i realsie many of you have fam,ilies but and not to be judgemen tal but the only sinful thing inour house is kid cereal, froot loops and honey crackle things i donte eat woch my daiughte r does like, if you have lots of ids and a husband things i dont have, i can udnerstand some junk food biut why nothave your family help you and wehy contribute to the great american obesituy probelm? why not takeyour family with you onthis journey? im respondong to the person who eats to omuch junk food, why have it in the house> who is it good for> your husband>>? your children? ice cream on a sunday, mayeb a pizza every two eeks, but to wat the way we eat in americanis just ignorant yall,theres these soy ice cream snadwic hes called cuties they are 100 calories each- if i have a vice its naked anti oxident juices from whole foods- andc ifyour nbear a whole foods seriously recomend shopiing there, make a bi g deliciou sfruit plate for snacking peaches tengerines grennand red grapes the bog ones- japanese pear apples, tangelo slices blood orange sloces,and ifyou must dairy whip with no caRBS, dont dcikntrinuet to chldrens sugar early patterns and obseity infuirture, tellthem ther whole family is going to focus onehealth, and mommys health is the mist impirtant thing rightnow and hibby and kids nee dto respectthat evn those juce boxes are evil, theyre pure sugar, theyre like sittinga kid infront of a tvfor a baysitter- im no saint ivehad carbs in thehouse but i alswya sakse dmy housejkeeper and daughetr to hide them bread and pastas in the secret "cardrawer: we dont have sandwiches inthis house- althoughw e have string chese and cold cuts organic ones, for if someone needs some meet and c hedese with thick butter lettuce and lo fat mayonanise wich i couldnt live without a little i am americanised after all- we dontdo mayonaise in britian so much, and put that one the little lettiuc sandwiches, no bread no bread no bread, thats my motto. and ive gon e from 182 to 150,8 sinc ecdec 21, my size 4 leathe rpants fit aND ARE LOOSE. i do light yoga 5 times a week and thats about it some tradmillnad dogwalks but if i wanna really go there iln gonnaneed to add cardio but we are the most obese country in the world, we are force fed pardon my french utter deep friend sh*t fromc onception, i se ethese food ads and its a joke what theyre trying tod o to us- hearta ttacks and early deaths, theresz a wonderful food called mochi its macrobitoic and also is an japanse ice cream- but get some slabs of mochi and some ricce syrup and make them just liek pancakes, three or five puevcs delicious carb high bit very good for you and fulof anti oxident, flax sedd oila nd kyo green is inportanttoo and we all of us have s ome sort of wors and parasites try paracleanse fo r ten days- an dthen do it agin to keill the eggs ten days later, imis sthe eigyties os back yto x files. i knbow alopt oabout food ive done raw ive done macro atkins south beach etc theres a low low no carb desert on pahse one on south beach its risotto cheese with orange and lime andlemon in it i cants ay its haagen daaz bit iuts oretty dammed good at 4am, and is a desert liek thing. yummy. take it where youc an get it! love gonnabe almost am.! at 510 150 is good itsnot what my goal os but i look greatto most ecveryone butthe directros ( IM ABACTRESS) ARE GONNA WANNA SEE 15-20 LBS LESS BECAUS ETHATSEHOW SICK THIS COMMUNITY IS, BUT LOOK AT BVLANCHETT AT KIDMAN, I SUSPECT ZELLWEGER HJA STHE BAND IVE HEARD IT FROM A VERY RELAIBLE SOURCE AND SHEHAS TO DI NO MOPR EBRIDGET JONES, I KNO WTHE DR WHO DID HER, LIE I SAI DWHN DINING WITHE HR SHE ORDERED MUSHIES AND A SOY SHAKE SO I NOW KNWO WHAT THAT SUYMOBOLISES) in Iowa id be fine and om not dysmprphic om a realist- youwanna work at my age and genre you gotta bve the skiniiest in drama, i dont need jessica albas bod becaus eim a dramatic actress but we must be thin thin thin and its so sick. but its time i got of myass and got into it, if i was inrock n roll id be skinny- but film adds 10? no try 25. thats my 6 am advice, youshouldt have ireos inyour house no thta im finger awgging bit to whom does that benefit> if your goiubgto ask the kid sto make a secret carb draWRER they like it cos iut s a game fo rthem, and you cant fnd the carbs. hoe that helps some gonnebe

my fills so tight i d be lucky to eat a prawn without throwing uop it must be inthe prefct place......i cant even relate to eating what you described i think its too high or too low palce dincorrectly and if so its your doctors responsibility gto fix it for free, get a sonogram and bring it to him from yur gyn ob, ifyour female. idlooove a lobster wow! but am still not at goal weight and lobsters can wait.

hey threw upon both my fills and he still did it, the first ine was too much butthe second one was in between 1,75 as opposed to 1.9 whats worng with your diet imho. i stay n two three shakes a day, and a few teaspoons of anything i want in the evening lastnight i had lean low cal linguini, two or three teaspoon and a 6o0 calorie jello,. i beat the 152.4 this morning and finally saw in glowing lovely numbers 150.6 onmy scale, i started at 182,dec 21. theres ahormone calle cytomel with helps with thyroid its only tempirary your not suppose dto tak eit for more than 6 weeks., i ythink you need to demand a fill a sthe patient and get restricted enough that your basically on shakes, with my fill i could not imagine whatsoever eating what you ear a day, you wont be hunrgy if you getthat fill so id fight for it. callhim and fight for it, yeah deveryones different but noone doesnt get fills i get fills when iask and want. maybe my doctor is soeciual i dontknow, he actually is opretty great, but in any case, id fight fo rit. gonnabe

an over 2 fill! at thi spint i started at 182 dec 21 ive had a failed fillwher ei got a sepas obnstruction at 1.9 . and my dr had to come to the house ona staurday at midnight i think it was a bog vitamin, your allso brave to be gettingthes ebig fills i cant even relate- we went bacl to 1.75 buit tell me if im right- as i loose the fillgets looser- that makes sense right? i fin ally hit 149 tpday- at 5'10 thats not fat= biut im looking for 135 or eveb 1225 would be a dream- i meaqn the guy who ha sthe 4 b and like me who now has a 4 fill,, that sounds insane and impossible when i regurtitate if i have the littlest fill, biut m y 1.75 was a few weeks ago, andnow im starting to fell like its getting "stretched:" i gues si jiust dont understand how this works, i kn o wi sound so dumb biut as i lose weight does the fillget looser? hbow do we get to 4? do we all need to get the fill that much? i juist kbno wthat at 1,9 i was FAR TOO RESTRICTED. so any advice or data about this id like to know. thank you so much i lovethgis board, as its a hige secret in my world and i cant talk to anyone about this thing this is the only place i get real information, but when i read someone got an entire 4mm i freak out, i think id choke to death. let me know ifyou knowo the score gonnabe. a size 4!~( even at this fill i only can manage a few tablespoons of food a day and am still onshakes and know better to takke b ig vitamibns ever again)