Katie,
I totally feel the same exact way your feeling. I feel like i need someone to kick my ass and be like kristina get back on track!! I think i need my band tightened but i only got the surgery thanksgiving weekend so they wont do it yet. but i know i am eating way more than i should. Like u said its not the portions its just that i know i am eating the wrong things and carbs and everything today was my daughters 1st birthday party lots of food and Snacks and little picking food. I know tomorrow is back to work and i have a gym at work and i get to work out during lunch. ugh im frustrated!!