April, I am new to this site too-but alot of people have h- elped me thru- I haven't been banded yet-hopefully the end of this month-I am nervous and excited at the same time- My husband is away for the Military and I will be alone-no one here to take care of me or anything which is why I am nervous but I need this-my family is far away but still support me the best they can- You have done an amazing job -be proud of that and who you are-