I had my sugery November 16th, I feel like it never happened. My doctor has'nt filled my band as of yet. But, I wish it was, it feels as if I can eat or drink anything. I am trying hard to be disaplined and stay on the mushy diet. I have only lost 4lbs since surgery. Is this normal. Will the reality hit when they fill my band. Please tell me I am not alone on this?