Hey Amanda,
It's msdv. I had to change my user name because I had to re-register since they renewed the site. Anyway, I feel just like you.
I'm still at the same point that I've been at for close to 3 months now. I do feel some restriction because I really can't eat much at all but I have been so distracted with frequent visitors and obligations that I have not been eating good food for the most part just what I can get easily .
I have been eating out a lot and even having some wine or vodka with my diet Snapple to chill out at night. As much as I wanted to have my surgery if I knew all of this was going to happen after my band date of 8/16 I would have put my surgery off for a couple of months.
Thankfully even with all of that I have not lost but I have not gained anything either . I will be getting my 2nd fill on Dec. 1st and I am hoping that I will start to lose again. I'm thinking I should at least be down 40-50 lbs by now.
I told my DH no more visitors or social affairs until I get myself together. I hope that will get me back on track. I cannot fail with this band I have to make it a successful journey.
The thought of failing makes me depressed beyond words.
Dee