I dont think you are crazy for doing this at all. If you feel like i do, you may be desperate for change. I had my consultation today. They told me they would not be able to do it. I was so discouraged yet again. I have to go to Columbus Ohio to get it done, due to the fact that i am very obese. But that is ok, I am going to keep pushing forward and trying to get it done. This will only be my third dr. THis is rediculus. I feel like i am crazy and running into walls for doing it to. I am not giving up and you should not either. Look at the benifits in the long run. This is what is keeping me going. :thumbup: