Hang in there you can get through this. I know if you do what they tell you to you will do well. I am three years and four months out and have lost 116 pounds and feel wonderful. When they ask me at meetings how I did it I just tell them I did exactly what they told me to do. Once you get the sugar out of your system it is not that bad (about three days. If you really want this you can make it happen.
Good luck
Sue