Rene85

Just these past couple of months I have decided to have the lapband. I have been overweight my whole life according to societies standards and bmi calculator. lol. The only time I was thin was a couple of years ago when I was 127 pounds. Believe it or not but I was actually sad when my weight was 127. I was sick and I had never been that small before. I actually cried when i even lost more weight. There was a time when my weight was 140 or 150... I was satisfied with that weight ( not to skinny and not to fat) Now that I'm better my weight has ballooned back up to 217 like it normally is. I'm only 5'2 and would like to make a positive change in my life. So now I'm starting a new journey and hopeful that it will turn out right.