@Sullie06
stop kicking yourself (you'll get black & blue!) you are doing everything correctly to get back on track.
kudos for realizing you are in trouble - stopping before 10 lbs turns into 20, 30 etc
logging everything you eat, counting calories, eating less, exercising, seeking support groups et al
you must STOP eating incorrectly - go back to the olden days of smaller portions, less calories etc
knowing the problem is half the solution,☺️
congrats on reaching GOAL earlier - i know you will get back their again!!
good luck
kathy