After many years of losing myself to weight loss and gain, many months of planning, eating better, Dr's appointments and seminars, and many many days of worrying, the time has finally come. I'm scheduled to get to the hospital today at 12:00. Everyone warns you about nausea after the surgery but nobody warns you about it before...the anticipation is driving me insane! I have a little tote packed with earplugs, headphones, comfy pjs (just in case), my unflavored protein, and lots of fidget toys. I know this is going to be the start of something great for me but I might go crazy waiting! I'm trying to stay as busy as possible but my entire body knows something big is looming and it's in overdrive. See you all on the other side!