Hi Tisa,
First, I understand what you mean. This is my first day back to the site since my bypass surgery on July 10, 2014. I deliberately slowed down my weight loss because wanted it to look more natural. Now, I need to pick up the pace and go for another fifty pounds. Congrats on completing your first semester of college. Have fun in San Diego. I grew up in L.A. and I MISS it!!