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Happy New Year Eve everyone! How was everyone holiday? I really enjoyed my holiday Santa was really good to me. Guess what? My coworkers chip in and brought me a FitBit Flex for X-mas!!!! How cool is that!!! I love my Fitbit and it sync with my fitness pal account. I am still trying to figure out if I need to track my workout still and use my fitbit calories burn? Or stick with the fitbit? So if know the answer let me know! Now for my recap. 2013 was the year of change for me. I change my eating habits and my wardrobe. I change my lifestyle and adapted a more healthier lifestyle. I change my way of thinking. Instead of thinking about my next meal I am now thinking about what type of workout I am going to do today. I change my friends since my surgery I learned who is with me and who is againist me. I let all my haters go. (see ya!) I am so ready for 2014 It is going to be something else. Starting with my first 5K run! Happy 42nd Anniversary to my parents! God is good Thanks for reading!

When I started I wasn't wearing jeans because my 24s no longer fit and I refused to venture any further than that. Now I'm in baggy size 12 jeans, from F21 of all places. But I don't understand it. Obviously the way weight loss works is you lose weight and clothes fit differently yadda yadda but, it's just so weird to me. I guess it's an nsv in a way right? I don't feel like I should be in anyones 12 much less them be baggy. What am I to do when the 12 is too big??? It's a great feeling to know that I fit into clothes or that I don't for a good reason. But I still don't feel like I belong in the "skinny:" side. I still have that feeling that an associate will come up to me and point me towards the plus sized section. Mental weight loss is a real b***h!