Tenille, I by no means want you to be scared!! I didn't realize what all I was going to be going through emotionally. I thought I was prepared, but I wasn't as well as I thought. I'm doing this for my children, as you know, so they whole not being able to lift them thing has been horribly hard on me. They are doing okay with it, but I'm not...
To be honest, I just had a rough day yesterday. It was one thing after another after another. Little things piled into big things. I think we are all going to have off days and we just need to brave through it, move on and wake up to a brand new day.
You will do absolutely wonderful with your surgery. On those hard days, just know that we are all here for you. Been there, done that. We get it, we understand like no one else around you will.