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1. Protein powder ordered and actually on its way. 2. Mini toiletries - getting tonite at Walgreens 3. Liquid diet items purchased for both pre and post op 4. Gas-X strips finally found! 5. Comfy clothes chosen 6. Carry on bags found. 7. Decide which technology to take. (I'm thinking just phone and kindle 8. Flights confirmed 9. Need to make hotel reservation for San Diego 10. Passport cards in hand! 11. Doggy-sitter arranged! 12. Ready to go!

Right before I had my surgery my boyfriend broke up with me. The idea of me losing weight intimidated the life out of him. That was in May of 2011. I had my surgery in August 2011. I have lost 70 pounds. Recently I have been kicking around the idea of getting back on the horse so to speak. I have gone on a few first dates. I have tried to set it up to where we do not eat on these dates. More like a sit and talk and drink coffee date. I honestly have no idea how to explain my decision to a stranger. So far it hasn’t been a problem. To be fair, the guys I have dated so far have been…well let’s just say we haven’t been compatible. I’ve been talking to a new guy lately. I like him. I like him a lot. He is very different from anyone I have ever met. He wants to take me out to dinner. I am nervous about eating in front of him. I thought if I ordered soup maybe it would be okay. But I know from experience that people freak out when they see how little I eat. I dread the idea of his first impression of me. I dread having to explain that I have had VSG. I really like this guy. And to be honest- I am tired of dating. I had pretty much just given up when I met him. He wants to go out next weekend. I am nervous and worried. I like him- I didn’t really like the others.