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hello everyone. I am six day out of sugary. to day is a good day!! woohoo. Yesterday I had trouble headaches all day just felt like i was hit by a truck for most of the day! I had had a hard time drinking so i thin a dehydration was part of it as well! and a bad case of hard burn and no meds were helping!! finally some relief! I been having A hard time with drinking but today seems to be a lot better! I still having a hard time getting water down no matter the temp. I find that to be a bit strange! I been drinking a lot of crystal light ,boost proteins shakes, and Tea, tomato soup, jello, pudding, popsicles, are my new love. I all so had french onion soup today minins the cheese bread and onions my dad took care of that for me!! lol excises has been good doing a lot of walking (in the Mall) little to cold to be walking the beach (i am in cape cod) Sleeping hasn't been a problem for me. my incisions feel good just have one that is a lot more sensitives than the others. also one already has some of the glue coming off!

Isn't it so funny how our emotions play games on us? This morning, I was on top of the world, and now I seem to be in the pit. I messed up on my diet, and now I'm having a hard time restraining the emotional abuse that I want so badly to unleash upon myself. I guess all I can do is learn from this experience, and move on. I can't very well change what happened, but I CAN change how I react to it. I will choose to treat myself with kindness, and view this situation with eyes of grace. God, I pray for everyone who is struggling today. I pray that you put this mishap in perspective for me, and that you'll remind everyone on here that they are so loved by you. This, too, was foreseen. It wasn't surprising to you, so God let us take comfort in the fact that YOU know what is going on. You know where the light at the end of the tunnel is. And even more, YOU are our light NOW. We don't have to wait until we're home to have that. I hope everyone is thriving today. Erica