My sisters and niece

Hi my name is jessica and i'm planning on getting banned i have my consult appt on 12/5 my birthday im really excited i have been big all my life and it cost me the love of my life he was a butt face but i still luved him i have let my self go and lost my self in food i have sone question to ask you like how do you feel and how did you heal do you have bad scars and is your skin hanging or is it still tight if you could responsed to me thank you