This is my before photo

This was my aha photo. I was at my grandsons bar mitzphah. Omg. What did I do to myself. How have I been looking like this for 20 years. Where was my head? Didnt I see what I was doing to my self, my life, my family? No wonder I could not find a new job. No wonder the new manager let me go after even 9 years.