:thumbdown: OMGG - my date is now May 18th - moved up by a month. SO excited and nervous - not sure what to think, really. Finally got all my ducks in a row with $$$$... That was a huge relief. Hubby is so supportive - makes me worried - what if I fail? What if I am the one person who this doesn't work for even following everything to the letter???? That is my biggest worry - I am so OCD. Being a nurse isn't helping, either. I know WAY too much. I think that is one of the other things, too. Knowledge is not always your friend.

LOL!!! I felt the same exact way!! I have to be at the hospital at 5:45 in the morning. I laugh because I to am a nurse, and your right, sometimes you can know too much. My biggest fear is being intubated. But your nerves will calm down the closer it gets. We have chosen this journey, for me I feel it was chosen for me, and we must make a commitment to give it all we have. We can, and must do it. I feared failing also, but no longer. I am so ready for this change in my life and I am going to do what it takes to be healthy and to feel better about myself. Best wishes to you. Since I go tomorrow, if you have any questions feel free to contact me.