Well, still no jobs for DH or I. (sigh) Man, this hurts. You'd think one of us would be sweeping floors somewhere by now, at least.

Now another blow. When my DH came home from losing his trucking job, he was so sick we took him to the doctor. She ran all sorts of tests, and we expected to hear something like diabetes, which runs in his family. That would have been bad enough.

We didn't expect to hear, "possible prostate cancer." (gulp) Yes, I had hysterics and permitted myself 24 hours of a pity party. :thumbup::thumbdown:

Didn't we have enough to worry about with job loss, and possibly losing the house to foreclosure because of the job loss?

Learning to cope without stuffing myself with food has been interesting. I've never been a drinker, but twice now I've consumed a glass of wine. That may not seem like much to some folks, but for me that's the equivalent of a binge drunk.

Do you know what happens when your tortured mind tries to compensate with food while your stomach has a LapBand? Yeah, you develop an intimate relationship with the porcelain toilet. Funny how you have more incentive to keep the darn thing pristine white when you hang your head over it so much your knees are calloused. :thumbup:

But an old dog can be taught new tricks. After hanging around my bathroom for two days in a row, I tossed the empty wine bottle in the trash and rolled up my sleeves.

When the going gets tough, the tough get cleaning.

That's always been my fallback method of dealing with stress. You'd be amazed what you find on top of the refrigerator. I think I'll use some of those old classifieds to protect the top of the fridge. Today I'm rearranging the living room. I think I need to hold another garage sale. I may lose my home in a few months if the mortgage company and I can't arrive at an agreement, but it'll be scrubbed and sparkling!

There are just some things in life that aren't fixed by losing weight, but it darn sure helps when you have the energy to get up and do something about it! I'm not crying Uncle yet!

My prayers and thoughts are with you and your hubby. It's not a guarantee that it is cancer, correct? So thy to think positive. Is there a Tyson's near you? That is a good company to truck for. Kinda recession proof. Almost everyone eats chicken no matter what. Or SAIA? They are also a good company. Good luck with everything. Keep us posted please.

Sorry to hear about ur husband. Best of luck to u both!

God Bless,

Yoco28

Oh dear! I hope the further testing comes out all right!!! I'm so sorry to hear this! I clean too...or garden, it's where my thoughts are my own. Chin up girl! Clean on! Thinking of you! -BG