So i had a very bad day yesterday :cursing: I was very down all day and i just wanted to eat! I knlw that probably sounds bad but its real! I went from eating whatever i wanted all the way up until the day before surgery and than nothing! I have been doing good all week and i am down 10 lbs but yesterday i just was craving everything for the first time since surgery. I was in a bad mood because of it and i just wanted it to all be taken back. If it wasnt for my husband i would have just totally broke down but he made me see why i made this decision an how much it is going to change my life! I want to be healthy and happy and be able to have children, My husband and i have been trying for a year and a half with no luck so i am going to wait till i loose some weight and try again and hopefully that will solve the problem but i just had to refocus and now that i made the best decision for myself and yes itis going to be hard and i am going to have my good days and bad days but in the end it willall be worth it!!!:rolleyes2:

Hooray for your DH! You are human and will have bad days. I had the same feelings a couple of days ago. Get that dirt off your shoulder and get back in the game! lol Good for you!

I call that mourning... I'm not hungry... after 16 months with the band I still miss food very much. And unlike alot of ppl I read about on here... I CRAVE and am still addicted to food... although i cant eat alot of it I WANT IT!! and those wonderful sweet things at easter went down just fine giving me 3 lbs!!!! I've lost 110 all together..well 107 now Thank you very much Easter BUNNY!! Anyway.. I just wanted you to know we all feel that way now and again. Just remember to treat urself a little so you dont treat yourself alot!!! and you'll do great. good luck