Okay so i finally called back and they said i had to start over again. My first consletation is April 9th, I can get my surgery that month if I wish N im going to do it. I just need help with my fear of surgery ppl!!! Ivenever been under the knife or even a tooth pulled. I admit the fear of surgery and being judged is my worst fears, im not affraid of dieing or nothing just the pain. THe pain of ppl making fun of you having this surgery only my mom, one friend here and this guy im talking to will know about it.. The guy im talking too we have been talking for about 2 months now but known each other longer. We got talking about it with my best friend in FL and he said why dont you do it? we discussed more and he made me feel sooo much better...

Kellie

You go girl!!!! iF YOU ARE DOING THIS FOR YOU, THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. iT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT anyONE ELSE THINKS!!!DO IT FOR YOU!!!!

You will do great! Its nothing, I promise! Talk to the dr about some surgery fears and he will take away and fears you have! And, hey! its sooooooo worth it, in the end!!

Hey girl you posted a comment on my blog, email me at cvar75@aol.com and maybe I can be one more person of support and you can be mine....I haven't even got to ur point, I am just looking into it. Please keep intouch and let me know how ur doing and how all of it is going.

I was afraid of the surgery, I've never had surgery so we can relate to that. You need to talk to your doctor about it. You'll be under the anesthesia and you'll be in good hands, I was banded on March 20, 2009 and the day of my surgery my husband and my 2 best friends were at the hospital. I prayed that morning and all I remember is getting prep for surgery, getting ivs and my dr, my nurse, my anesthesian asking questions, and I was rolled to the surgery room and getting swaped to the surgery bed and that is all I remember. Until I was put in the recovery room, and was in and out do to the anesthecia. You should do it for you and only you, and don't worry about what people are going to say, people will always talk wether its good or bad just remember that this is for you and only you. I wish you the best