I haven't blogged much. I found myself wanting to blog myself through this experience. I am not telling people IRL so my personal blog was out. I am not really blogging for an audience but wanted a place to put my feelings out there and know that I wasn't alone or the first one to feel that way. I am so thankful for this site because it is a melting pot of btdt and just starting the journey. I have looked into lapbanding for years and years. I found this site so long before my insurance was willing to pay for the procedure. I am currently waiting for my surgery date (4/21) and am working my way to a lower carb higher protien lifestyle. I have purposed to walk 2.1 miles for 5 days a week until surgery so I will be logging 10 1/2 miles a week. So far so good. I dont really have much more for now. I just wanted a place to put what I'm thinking down so I can clear my head of the looping questions and feelings.

congrats! i will have my surgery date at the end of april!! i'm always around if you need someone to talk to/chat with/email etc! the only one who knows that i am doing this is my husband who is very supportive!! everyone needs somone going through the same thing to bounce ideas off of and just get things off of their chest!

Hey Bunny! I'm trying to do 2 miles, but I'm finding it difficult to get motivated daily. Happy blogging! -BG