5/30 @ LISA'S FATHER'S FUNERAL "I NEED REASSURANCE OF YOUR LOVE FOR ME"

6/1 "SO BEAUTIFUL" @ RACE TRACK as we openly showed our mutual love w our eyes

6/15 FIRST I WENT & STOOD BEHIND HIM IN FULL VIEW OF THE MIRROR IN THE SECRETARIAL ROOM -WE DO LOOK GOOD TOGETHER! THEN WENT BACK TO MY RM & HE WAS TALKING TO SEAN. ME:"MY DARLING, I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART" LOOKED @ HIS LIPS THEN OUR EYES LOCKED IN A DEEP LONG LONGING STARE & I FELT THAT WAVE OF PASSION FROM HIM... HIS FACE CRUMBLED...(LIKE IT DID WHEN I TOLD HIM I CARED FOR HIM NOT HIS DUMB CO IN NOV) HIS WHOLE DEMEANOUR CHANGED & AGAIN HE IS MY LOVER TO BE!

6/25 I TOLD HIM ABOUT NANCY DILLON..."CHRIS LOVES LISA" HIS EYEBROWS SHOT UP & HE LOOKED @ ME AS IF TO SAY "ARE YOU OK W IT?" & I LOOKED GENTLY @ HIM ..."I TRUST YOU" (WILLO SAID THAT I SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF HIM W THAT COMMENT...LIKE IT DIDNT MATTER TO ME... SHE TOLD ME I WAS HIS FOUNDATION & THAT WE HAVE THE MOST UNBELIEVEABLE NONVERBAL COMMUNICATION GOING ON)

6/26 I LOOKED @ HIM @ MTG "I WANTED YOU" HE KNEW WHAT I MEANT.

6/29 WEHN I WENT TO HOLBROOK..PATTIE LOOKED SHEEPISH...HE PROBABLY WENT & YELLED @ HER

6/30 ARLENE TOLD ME "CHRIS LOVED SUZANNE" ...TRUE TO WHAT I EXPECTED FROM HER WHEN I LOOK GOOD.