but at least I"m not gaining! I'm stuck at -29 pds and have been for a week now. Of course I started eating soft foods a week ago too and that may have something to do with it - that or the fact that I haven't had a good SHIT in a week, LOL :confused: I would take a laxative but probably will wait until Sun. nite so I'll be home in the a.m. when things start to happen.

I have been being pretty good, other than last weekend. I sort of went crazy eating and sneaking stuff last weekend - like a kid in the candy store ya know? I thought I was being pretty good, but apparently not as I put on 2 pds over the weekend - might've been fluid though - it was very hot and humid. It was gone by Tues and I"ve been stuck at 251 since then. I have been doing at least one meal of liquid protein, the other 2 have been chicken or fish, and occasionally I"ve have like the topping of some pizza - two times, but thats about it. I'm basically just stuck! Certainly not over-eating at all.

I found out that craig weighs 244 today - so thats my goal - my first mini-goal to weigh less than him......and when I reach that goal I'll weigh what I weighed when we got married! Funny huh. I remember how I worked to get down to that weight too - did the Atkins diet at the time....it worked, but man what a drag!

Hopefully next time I write I"ll have good news to report. First to get to 249 (move that bar down on the scale ya know) and then the next goal is to get to 243! I can do that no problemo! I want to achieve that by June 22nd - the day I get my first fill.

I can do this!!