WHAT UP PEOPLE-

so, first off, thanks to all who read my last entry and commented, i really thought about what you all said. so starting today, im done getting so angry with people and just taking them fr what their worth. mostly new people, i cant think like i used to. like "would this person of liked me X number of pounds ago" i cant think like that, ill go crazy:lol:!

so.....i started a new program for my self. every day at school "college" i will find and meet 3 random people....that i never seen or tallked to before. now, this is easier now that i have more confidence than in the past. i only way i would meet people up at school is because i either got stuck with them in a group porject or they started talking to me first. now looking back "flash back time"..."in black and white of course...like in the movies" i was very unfriendly if you didnt know me, i was just not happy in my own skin, once people met me, i always kept them laughing and having a good time. soooooooo, today was day 1. i met two women and one guy. see, guys meeting guys is real easy " im like what up bro, whens the home work due, yeah this professor sucks ass"! no, women are a little different, you cant be as crass with them, so i walkeup to one girl and said when is our paper do, blah blah blah, yeah i listen to that music, blah blah blah, yeah ill cya tomarow in class. hahahah now im 2 for 2, piece of cake so far. so i went out on a limb, i needed a challenge, i needed something that will get me on edge, something.......different. i wont mention her name but wooooo, super pretty, super popular, guys lay down for hear so she doesnt have to walk in the mud type of girl. the girl that would of walked right past me 87lbs ago, she isnt really my type, but a good oppertunity to start putting my self in situatuons im not really used to, yeah yeah, she is one of those girls that eat a half a little piece of food and is like "ohhhh im so full" acctually i hate her, hahaha. so i worked up the nerve and testicular fortatude and put sly smile on my face put a piece of gum in my mouth, walked tall and confident, and thought of the corniest pick up line i could think of. ok i wasnt really trying to get her number, but i wanted to put my self in an weird social situation to break open the shell i havebeen in since the band. so i slid up to her, looked her dead in the eye and said. "excuse me miss, i lost my number....can i have yours" she was stunned, she half smiled half gasped and said what. i said "you heard me" she was like uhhh i dont even know you, why would i do that, i said why wouldnt you and give me a good reason.she was like uhhhh because that was weird and the dumbest pick up line i ever heard. i said i know, im just playing around so whats your name. i acctualy talked to her for a while before she went to class. hahaha, i was so bold, hahaha. well the lesson for today is, when you want to do something....just effin do it. dont let people, your own hang ups, or anything get in yuor way. if you want to change, it can happen. well this is the Abyss saying "stay strong and remember, if the road is easy, the destination is not worth the walk. -

FURIOUS ABYSS:cursing:

PS... PEOPLE LIKE US, WE CANT AFFORD TO BE MEEK ANYMORE, TAKE RISKS AND BE BOLD, STAND OUT IN THE CROWD AND SAY "HEY LOOK AT ME, BECAUSE IM THE BEST THING YOULL SEE ALL DAY":thumbup:

Good for you, FA!! Go out and get what you want! Woot!

Now, that's my boy! YOU had me smiling ear from ear! Today is the best day of the rest of your life.....so live it like there is no tomorrow!! Ya, made this MOM so proud to read your post!! Keep up the good work, and study study and then study some more!! Patti with a smile for YOU