the fill went good. i am now at 1.8cc. this is what i was at when i was losing consistently. slowly, but consistent.

i really dont know if the fill has given me restriction or not. i really dont want to eat anything, mushie or not, just because of my last fill. i dont want to irritate my stomach and/or the band. the thought of being that swollen and tight frightens me. that sucked so bad.

i have a horrible bladder/kidney infection. omg, the nurse even had me come back and look at the stick, every color was lit up and super bright! more color then the dang chart even showed. she says, this is bad. GREAT! just what i need. but i am assuming that is why my back has been killing me. i hope it goes away w/ the infection.

i feel good today. i have this renewed since that i can do this. lol, and i dont even know yet if i have restriction! what a head game this all can be. i am gonna try some mashed potatos, the medication is making me sick to my stomach.

i am going to exercise tonight. ride the stationary bike my mom has while the boys are at boxing. i hope my back starts to feel better. then i will be back on the treadmill and weights at home!

STUPID freakin cranberry juice! 120 calories for 8 oz. and i am drinking the stuff like crazy for the infection. i wonder if wally world has cranberry pills? does it work the same? think i will check into those! all these empty calories are bad!

My daughter was told to use the cranberry pills by our Urologist specialist a few weeks ago (I'd never heard of them). He said it gives the same benefits as the cranberry juice. Feel better! -BG