not really sure what i am suppose to do with this?? just track my thoughts? tell my story? here goes anyway:

today hasnt been great. i am making poor choices? why? because i am stressed about money. freakin money. money for this, money for that. where can i cut costs? start packing my own lunch again next week will be a great help. cant wait for the fill on wed. kinda feelin guilty about spending the money for it, but i am going to do it anyways.

my back is killin me again. havent been exercising because of this. it hurts no matter what i do so i might as well exercise. A--HA, the light goes on. i am gonna walk on the thread mill tonight! if i am gonna be writhin in pain i might as well have a reason to be! i have to stop making excuses for my patheticness. ha! is that even a word? i think not, but oh well.

a guy in the office has a goal of losing 15 lbs by april. i am making it my secret goal to out due by 2! yes double. 30 lbs by april is my goal. i am tellin noone of this.

wow, i have so much to get out. i think i could just go on and on, but will end here for now. better get back to work.

Hi there, i can definitely feel for you with the finances, my troubles are mostly due to my own mismanagement. It sure can affect your life big time. When you are in pain, it does affect moving. hope you get to feeling better, keep us posted. good luck

tina