Sixteen days until my surgery!! I have been shopping for protein drinks. Purchased a few books to help me along my journey. Stocked up on things I may need post-op. It is bizarre. I am doing all these things to get ready, and yet it seems surreal. I can't believe I am actually doing this!!

Last night at dinner, I ordered a sandwich and fries, because I know those foods won't play a big part in my "new" life. When I eat something, I can't help but think, "That might be the last time I ever have this." And I feel silly for feeling a little tinge of sadness. Then I think, "HOW silly! It's just food!"

Today I went into GNC to search for protein powders. I felt so stupid just walking in. Fat girl in a health food store! I almost turned around and left before I even went in. Part of me wishes I had. The aisles were so tiny and I couldn't fit between a shipment of boxes and almost knocked them all down. I felt ridiculous. The tiny sales girl tried to help me find what I needed. I couldn't wait to get out of there.

I can't wait until I finally feel comfortable with myself. Just being me.

Shelly,

I can't believe that you are having the same feelings as I am. I thought it just me obsessing about my last meals before the lap-band surgery. My surgery is scheduled for 1/26 and I can't wait. I am starting my pre-op and post-op shopping tomorrow and Monday. I did my shopping for a gown, robe and slippers. I have to stay overnight due to sleep apnea.

Did you actually taste test the protein powders yet? Let me know your results!

Take care and keep in touch...have to go for now.

lb

HEY LB!

Congrats on your surgery! Hope you are doing well!

I am staying overnight in the hospital as well. For insurance reasons.

Regarding the protein drinks, I have found that I like the fruity ones best. Syntrax nectar is really good. I got some of the cherry and mixed it in w/ Crystal Light lemonade. Tasted almost like a cherry lemonade from Hot Dog On A Stick!!

Well, good luck to you during your post-op healing! Let me know how you're doing!

Hugs,

Shelly