Ok today is Tuesday 01.13.09 and as we know Tuesday are my weigh in days, I've lost 2 more pounds! Now for a total of 16.8 pounds so far and much more to go.

I was so excited when I got to the gym last night, I'm going by myself, with my husband working and Kelsi is grounded and Lilyan too young to go, I'm having to concur the embarrassment that comes upon us when know were over weight and we feel that people look, stare, whisper, and talk, I'm sure a lot of this is my imagination, but if you've ever been heavy and insecure you know the feelings I'm talking about. Any way with me now going to the gym at the busiest time of the day, I was so excited to see Alisa come in shortly after me, and I was able to waive, and then J.R. & Cayla came in shortly after that, boy was I feeling comfortable then, just the security of seeing them made me at ease, not that I now had a buddy to work out with, but just the comfort of knowing they were there.

I'm now up to almost a slow steady run on my treadmill mile, granted its' only set on 3.7 but before I couldn’t even walk a fast pace with out thinking I'm dieing, or wanting to give in on it. But yeap, I’m putting my earphones on, pulling into the TV and off I go.

I couldn’t and really still can’t tell that I’ve lost anything, until yesterday – I’ve had this gorgeous RED shirt (Red is my favorite for clothes) that has been press hanging in my closet for I tried to where during the Christmas season and the buttons in the breast area were stretched, so yesterday I was running late, as usually and I thought to myself, heck that Gorgeous red shirt is already ironed lets just try it and if it does great, and if not, well, its still pressed. Well low and behold, it fit and fit rather nice I would say, and I even had to tighten my bra straps this morning. So, I would hate to think that all 16.

8 pounds were in my breast, but the funny thing is that’s the only change I’ve seen!

Beth...the boobs are always the first to go, especially when you start at only a C like me...just wait, I'll be back in trainers! -BG

:lol:LOL - thats what I started in a "C", funny I would love to be in trainers, I think I skiped that part to begin with! Thank you so much for the chuckle, I really needed that one!