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babbs3772 · January 7, 2009

So, first of all I have today off from work just in case any one reads this and thinks I am slacking lol - I love this site!

So without sounding all dramatic and silly I wanted to say that last night I had a unnerving emotion run through me.

I had purchased "Weight loss surgery for Dummies" before I had my surgery and last night I pulled it out to review it again - and in the middle of reading it I remembered back to when I was reading it the first time....

I was curled up in bed for the evening and had a low light on, I was so anxious to have my surgery and I was trying to learn everything I could, I was fighting with my insurance company to get it covered, worrying if I would lose enough weight before hand....it goes on and one those worries I had

And then last night it hit me, it is done, I had the surgery, the insurance did cover it.... I have a band in me!

I cried, I sat there with my book in bed like I had done many months before and I cried