My path to being comfy with my self in and out.

fitflab25 · November 15, 2008

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I just ate a whole pack of bertolli 10 minuet pasta meal in the bag. One bag serves 2 people and i ate the whole thing by my self with out any second guesses or thoughts. My stomach dont even feel full really slightly maybe but thats it.. I am totally embarrased to eat in front of ppl for this fact, any one agree? I cant wait to get bandded and actually eat like girl dose not a freaking foot ball player. You know the last time i met up with my man five months ago, we went to the maccaroni grill and he orderd a huge plate and u know the normal portions they serve are enough to last a bandded person a week. Well we spent the night at a hotel for 24 hours ( military we meet in the middle) And i just ate the meat of the pasta it was shrimp and chicken.. and went hungry the rest of them time and drank water to shut my stomach up... The next morning we ate at mc Donalds and he ordered two breakfest burritos and i lol the fruit and wal nut salad lol and after we parted and i stopped crying enough to relize my stomach was yelling obsenities i pulled over and got a value meal at mc donalds... My eatting is so embarrasing, any one feel me?????

ShiraSimcha · November 15, 2008

Yep, I sure do. There are times when I can really put it away without a thought. I am looking forward to eating more normally and not feeling so gross afterwards!

Band_Groupie · November 15, 2008

If any of us pre-bands had to eat in the center of an arena with the stadium filled we certainly wouldn't look like we do. (There's a new weight loss plan). We're all closet eaters ;-)

TracyK · November 16, 2008

I feel ya sista! Thank GOD those days are just a memory for me and they will be a memory for you soon too. (((hugs)))

fitflab25 · November 16, 2008

thanks ya guys? Makes me feel better like im not alone.

Lively · November 21, 2008

Thank God I am not alone. I do this on a daily bases. I work at a supermarket n all the food is free for me. I go downstairs n get cookies, bagel (my favorite) sandwiches n now people are extra nice to me for my position so they come n bring me all types of samples n I inhale it without one second of thought. I know when I get banded it will be extra hard cause of where I work but I have to do this. So honey ur not alone we can make a million person club as a matter of fact lol

fitflab25 · November 21, 2008

wow i cant believe i got this many responds on this one, thankfuly we are not alone. OMG i went to IHOP yesterday and i ate 3 pancakes, smoked sausage, and hash browns. My god i was plowing it down like a soldier in basic trainning mess hall cause i was in a hurry of course and STARVING....