hello everyone,

well here it goes i'm a type 2 diabetic

I have high blood pressure and suffer from

panic anxity and mild depression, I was talking to a freind who had lost alot of weight and he said he had a gastro bypass

so later that night i got online and did some investagating and thats when I found out about lapbanding as luck would have it I had a doctor's appt the next day so I talked with my doc and he thought it would be a good tool to help me lose weight so soon after talking about it I called him to see how to get started he told me it wouldn't be easy getting approved for surgery but to be patiant and he would help me get started down the long road to approval,well I started in janurary and it has taken to september but it is finally here my date

9/11/08 5:00 A.M. one part of me is saying alright finally and the other part is saying i'm scared to death that one I can successfully make the life style adjustments but i keep telling my self look at what you could gain no more diabeties,high blood pressure,and may be litttle or no medicines to take not mention being in better physical shape and healthier I guess i'm really nervios my date is 4 days away and not being able to be in control having to do only what my body will let me do is new to me i'm use to going to i cant go no more then get and do ti all over again but i'm finally puting myself first meaning my health and what I need to lose weight and to stay healthy so i quess I'll get started with that now as it is past my bed time and I need to get some rest remember

Jesus loves you and he paid an awsome price for you! good luck to all and May God Bless You.