Sometimes:

I get mad just to get mad

No one realizes:

It is hard to be me

I am so:

glad I had the Lap Band

People think:

I am crazy for having so many dogs

Tonight I:

Will watch TV with Eddie

It is hard to believe:

I am wearing size 16

I realized that:

I may never see myself as anything but heavy

More than before:

I wonder if I will regret not being able to have kids

Obviously:

I wish I could start over at age 20

I can't stop:

Obsessing with the scale

Nothing matters if:

I didn't have my Eddie

All I want is:

Enough money, or a job to provide enough money to be stable

Without even thinking:

I know how many calories are in almost everything!

It is clear to me that:

People judge you no matter what size you are

I dont know:

What other people see when they look at me

The only way:

My way :-) sorry, but its true

Its hard to tell:

What others really think

The only person: in this room with me is

Piper - my dog

It kills me that:

Eddie has a Terminal Illness

If I were:

able to make my parents live forever I would

It is not that I:

Am vain, I just want to know what THIN feels like

My life:

Seems to be easier than most

One thing I know is:

I am so lucky to have such a wonderful husband

I would never:

Say I told you so

I can not stand:

When people are late

Im sick of:

The Texas Heat of Summer

Im afraid of:

Losing someone I love

The best:

Is yet to come

Its weird that:

I just recently started using Myspace

I do not have enough:

Self-esteem

I need:

Clean House

I love:

My family, friends and dogs

I tried:

to ride on the back of Eddie's Motorcycle - but I really need a sissy bar

I am starting to:

Take SCUBA lessens

For some reason:

I worry so much about what other people think - Everyone has to like me

I should:

Finish College

I cant:

Stand Spiders, snakes and ticks

Tomorrow:

Zoe has a Vet's appointment

I cant wait until:

We can travel more

I miss:

Chris, Stacey, Jodi, Tina and Alisa

I always:

Show up 10 minutes early

My parents:

Are the best parents in the world

Someone:

Lives too far away - ROBIN

My friends:

Always make me feel better

Valentines Day:

Is a great date night

Parties:

Have too many people

Why can't:

I get motivated to go back to school

I dont want:

To be different

I have to:

CLEAN HOUSE!

I will never:

Give up on Medical Science

Marriage:

Isn't just for the good days.

Children:

Make the world fun

It seems like:

Time goes by much faster now than ever before

I dread:

Making mistakes

School:

Uhm, I need to go back, but feel like I am way too old

The best food:

Mexican

Eventually:

I will buy a purse for my concealed carry

Everyday:

I have to try to eat right and workout

Rarely:

Do I get angry

I still cannot decide:

Who else I want to go to the Toby Keith Concert with me

I am hoping:

My job to get busier

The suspense:

Is killing me

It turns out:

Life isn't over at 30

Everything:

Happens for a reason

Wendy